2012 Writing prompts

I AM…very balanced, very thankful, very calm, very happy, very tired.

I WANT…to feel less financial stress. To pay what needs to be paid without stressing over the fact that I cannot pay everything. It would be nice to stop receiving phone calls from creditors who all ask the same question, Why have you not paid your bill. Umm...it is not like I am ignoring the bill, I pay each month what I can but food is much more important that paying it in full. If I pay I feel they have no right to harass me. 

I HAVE…a wonderful husband, lovely friends, and beautiful children.
 
I KEEP…my word. If I say something, I will do it!

I WISH I COULD…find a job that is flexible for my families schedule and pays enough to be worth taking the time away from them.

I HATE...feeling as if things will not financially get better. I hate bitter, angry people who are angry about everything. I hate when someone can't see past their nose on their face at how irrational they are. I hate when people constantly talk negative.


I FEAR…not being around to see my children grow up.
 
I HEAR… the quiet of my house at 5:00 a.m. before the kids get up.

I DON’T THINK…we will ever be able to pay the bills and take the kids on vacation.

I REGRET…not staying in college.

I LOVE…my husband who is a wonderful man.
 
I AM NOT…someone who can jump on the negative train. If someone is too negative, mean, constantly over thinking and shouting. Finding out the details from a relevant source instead of listening to hoopla from the masses is the only way for me.

I DANCE…constantly.

I SING…even when someone is listening. Who can surpress it?

I NEVER…want my children to feel alone. I spent so many years of my life feeling alone. Even in a room full of people (my wedding) They are the reason I don't feel it and to be honest, it wouldn't be such a bad thing sometimes but I want them to always know they have someone who will listen to them and love them.

I RARELY…get mad! I usually feel people are doing the best they can. If they could do better they would. I try not to over think anything anymore. I spent so many years worrying about things I  had no control over or things that may or may not happen. I focus on the moment!

I CRY WHEN…I feel love! Watching a movie when someone is showing love makes me cry! I find it so beautiful.

I AM NOT ALWAYS…funny, smart, or confident
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I HATE THAT…I am not making enough money to help out the house.

I’M CONFUSED ABOUT…how to get people more involved in my community page.

I NEED…to spend more time, doing foot work and being less worried about taking someone's time.  Give them the facts and than let them decide but make the first move without fear.

I SHOULD…visit at least 3 companies a day and talk to them about what I do. It could benefit the both of us.