There is so much going on in my life lately. I have been suffering alone because well at this point I see no reason to share. Nothing good will come of it. Everyone needs to deal in their own time. I may never be able to deal with this but I have high hopes for myself that I will one day be able to put it all behind me and be stronger then ever before. I guess what I am trying to say I have good days and bad and sometimes struggling to be strong every day takes a physical and mental toll. I run out of strength reserve and need to crash, cry, sob and regroup every once in a while.
These were taken on a good day.
I am amazed that I have these days knowing what I am going through but happy to know this is the face my kids see 90% of the time. I save my crying for after they are sleeping. No reason to cause them any pain. Protect! Protect! Protect! This is what parents do.
I hope you are all smiling today!
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The selfies are beautiful. I am sorry for whatever it is you are going through. If you need to cry....let it out. I hope you are feeling better soon.
ReplyDeleteSometimes you just need to cry!! I am sorry for your pain whatever it is. If it is physical get some help for it. There is no need to suffer! I am also a nurse. Sometimes mentally it is good to get help or at least talk to someone helps. Take care of yourself. Prayers sent your way too!
ReplyDeleteI hope you have many, many more good days in the near future.
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